I'm really getting attached to things and then them leaveing.

I'm LOVIN' my job at Lowe's Just to hear that the gossip around the break room is, They are getting self check outs so that they will only need like 3 actual  cashiers. There goes the wonderful new job.

My best friend got hooked up with some out of state chick. After he gets back from basic he's leaving to move to Missori with her. I'm going to miss him so bad.

* You are my best friend and I love you. You will be greatly missed*
* I'm going to be lost without you but we have wonderful memories between us*
*Remember me always for I will never forget you*
*I watch you fade into the sun but I will hold you close foever*
*Please never forget me*

I'm tired of going through the motions of life. Yes Life is a bitch I understnd this. And yes I know I have it better than most and worse than some. But at times its just so hard to find any pleasure in life. My kitty and puppy keep me going.Seriously, if i knew they would be taken care of... things would be alot different.

Vincent lets me down, my friends leave, my job might dissapear...I might not have my house... Sometimes I really wonder how worth it everything is. I get so tired of fighting to keep things... I really just want to let go. Let go of it all. Just slip away.

Hopefully this bout of sarrow will pass like always. but I really don't know.

wellI'm out for the night...

here is your parting lyrics

~the amazing k~

Spice Girls - Goodbye

All: no no no no
no no no no
no no no no

Baby: Listen little child there will come a day when you will be
able able to say nevermind the pain or the aggrivation you know
theres a better way for you and me too be

Scary:  Look for the rainbow in every storm fly like an angel
heven sent to me

All: Goodbye My Friend
( I know your gone you said your gone but i ca still feel you
here)
It's not the end
(gotta keep it strong before the pain turns into fear)

Sporty: So glad we made it time will never change it no no no

All: no no no no

Baby: Just a little girl big imagination never letting no one
take it awaywent into the world ( into the world) What a
revelation she found theres a better way for you and me to be

Scary: Look for an rainbow in every storm find out for certain
love is gonna be there for you you will alway's be someons baby

All: Goodbye My Friend ( I know your gone you said your gone but
i can still feel you here)
It's not the end
( gotta keep strond before the pain turns into fear)

Sporty: So glad we made it time will never change it  no no no

All: no no no no

Posh: the time when we would play about the time when we would
scream and shout never dream you'D go your own sweet way

Scary: look fore an rainbow in every storm find out for cetain
lkove's gonna be there for you you will alway's be someones baby

All: Goodbye my friend
(I know your gone you said youu gone but i can still feel you
here)
It's not The end
( Gatta keep it strong before the pain turns into fear)

Sporty: So glad we mafde it time will never never ever change it

All: no no no no

Sporty: you know it's time to say goodbye

All: no no no no

Sporty: and don't forget on me you can rely

All: no no no no

Sporty: you know it's time to say goodbye

All: no no no no

Sporty: I will help ya help ya on your way

All: no no no no

Sporty: you know it's time to say goodbye

All: no no no no

Sporty: You know it's time to say goodbye

All: no no no no

I miss my Vincent.